I respect people.

I feel that because I respect someone, they are making fun of me by trying to get me mad at them.

Problems

I am struggling to make it emotionally, and they are having a symphony of hate against me, via ticks in my room.

I'm sorry for the things I thought by accident that were upsetting, but I didn't mean them.  I just feel hurt that people keep acting like I'm bad and do things to put me in turmoil so often.  It feels like they're playing follow the leader.

The things I thought only happened when I was being extremely attacked.  I still don't get it, why this is.

I know other people might get by how they do and not get caught and no one cares.  I'm being beat at for things like being physically expressive when upset in my room, like making a fist.

No Hope

I have sacrificed like everything I have theoretically to try not to be in trouble, and instead they just make it harder.